Surviving Pharmacy School

Well, i supposedly shouldn't be here at this time (its the exam week). I supposedly be studying and focus on my final. But, I can't help myself to write. I love writing and writing helps me to express my feelings. I feel a lot better when I write or if I talk to myself in front of the mirror LOL.

I have been thinking (more to wondering) on life, what I have been doing for the past 5 years and what I should be doing in the future. Come to think about it, I really don't know how I actually survived pharmacy school. Its already the final semester yo, and its the final exam of ALL (no its not acute lymphocytic leukemia) examinations! Recently, there is this one story of a girl gone viral, she graduated from med school, sharing how she coped with medical school and stuffs. She did gave up on her studies few times but finally she made it! But her one sentence saying that 'pharmacology is the toughest among all' made me realize on something. How do I survive 4 freaking years in this pharmacy school studying and remembering all the drugs and its pharmacology??!!

People might be saying you've got the brain. You can memorise easily. You are one tough cookie, yadaa yadaa. But truth is I do need to struggle along this journey. It is not an easy task. I dont know for others, but for me yes I am not born as a genius and I sometimes feel like giving up. Not really sometimes but most of the time HAHAHA. So should I be proud of myself now? I believe that each and every one of us struggles every day, in our own way.

My degree life has its up and down, really. For people who are not really close to me and only know me from superficial, their impression would be like you have a bright future ahead, you are talented, you are smart, you are good in building rapport and making connections etc etc. Well, I am not denying all that (not to boost up myself I swear), but I just want to say that it really took a lot of efforts to reach that. And we decide on what we want to show to people out there. Takkan nak tunjuk benda buruk pasal diri sendiri kan?

But I got to say this, who ever expected that this bright-future-ahead-talented and smart girl failed one of the subject. Yes, you read that right. I failed one of the paper in semester 7 and only God knows how it feels like. I feel like a really stupid student, I dont deserve to be a pharmacist, I made my parents frustrated and I should only stopped pharmacy school. Tinggal tak commit suicide je astaghfirullahalazim. Its all because of that one subject. I dont know how to face my friends, I am afraid that I cannot be graduating on time and people will know about it. How am I going to face the world? And the most important thing is people will judge me. For everything that I said, people will take it for granted. That is the thing that I'm afraid the most. But Alhamdulillah, I have friends that always support me and my supporting ibu as well!!

Well, its pretty clear here that things might not be working out like what we planned. You will fall sometimes but you need to get up and start walking back. Don't be afraid to start over cause its a chance to create something better this time. For whatever happened in the past, I'm grateful because they have their own lessons. My ups and downs in finishing BPharm will always remain as a good memory. I appreciate myself a little bit more than before. I don't judge people from whatever they showed to the world. I learned not to be too hard on myself sometimes. And I am glad for everything that happened, they just happened and each have their own reasons.

Naa, it turned out that I already made a lengthy post. I should really back on studying. Maybe, I will talk on what to do after I finish degree on my next post? Until then, thanks for reading my stories!

The Attachment Diaries – Part 2

With the name of Allah the Most Gracious and Most Merciful

Day 1 (05/06)

Today is the second week of attachment. And first day of attachment in Ramadhan. So, starting today I cant enjoy all the food in cafeteria anymore L But well the best part is we are allowed to go back at 3 pm! Hihi yeay! This week rotation made us to be in Nephro Ward. First impression? A bit scary because I am not really good in renal, kidney, nephro and etc. But this is the time to learn, aite? So, first day is umm a bit of leisure day since our preceptor is not in. So, Oya and me choose our case to clerk. There are soooooooo many people in this unit T_T and mostly presenting with CKD on HD T_T Okay, so we clerk and discuss our case. And then tetiba je its already 3 pm haha time flies so fast during this fasting month uhuk

Day 2 (06/06)

Today, we will meet Puan Ruwaida. Umm feeling nervous a bit, but then she turn out to be someone that is so sporting! Whyyyy all the pharmacists that I meet here semua baik baik uwaaa nak nangis sebab seronok sangat! She corrected our PCI and siap tolong tuliskan sekali dalam cp2 form tu tau! Sempoinya alahai pastu asyik gelak gelak je dengan dia hahaha best discussion ever memang tak stress, no anxiety, no nervous at all.

Day 3 (07/06)

Oh today I am a bit emotional. My patient that I clerk passed away this afternoon. Pagi pagi pergi check progress note and then noted that patient is gasping, sweaty and coolish peripheries. Then, memang commence CPR STAT but patient vomit blood coffee ground. Pastu dah cuak dah bila baca progress note. Thennnn, check sekali lagi around 1 pm patient is already pronounced death at 12.10 pm because of UGIB. Diagnosis is CRBSI caused of ESRF. (Sorry too much jargon here, kalau HCP maybe faham lah kot). But then, sedih sangat. It makes me realised that how close death is to us T________T . And how important proper management to patient to prevent further complications.

Day 4 (08/06)
Final day, we have another discussion with Puan Ruwaida. Its to finalise and to update on our cases with Puan Ruwaida. PCI pun dah much better dah bila masuk second week ni. Takda lah terkial kial cari PCI lagi. And then, before end discussion, sesi QnA sikit dengan Puan Ruwaida, She graduated from UM and kawan PASUM dengan Dr Azyati haha patut lah perangai pun sama je. Gila gila je dedua orang ni. Pastu jadi pharmacist berjaya pulak tuuu uwaaa jelesss! Eh takkk, inspiration haa gitu!

And thats the end of Week 2 in Nephrology Ward. Learnt a LOT OF NEW KNOWLEDGE especially on CKD, ESRF, HD and those related stuffs. Well, I used to dislike all about kidney previously (during high school). Sebab dulu kat sekolah tak faham bila belajar pasal kidney ni hahaha so I simply dislike it. But now, rasa macam nephrology is an important part kot. Its main excretory system for the body so kena lah tahu kan. I think thats all for Week 2, lets wait for next week in Cardio Unit! xoxo

The Attachment Diaries - Part 1

22/05

Today is the first day of attachment. This final semester we need to undergo a 4-weeks clinical attachment in the ward. And I’ve been attached to Hospital Serdang. Not really sure how will it goes but according to seniors, Serdang Hospital sangat best! (Im hoping the same thing will happen to us this year). So like previously, I need to wake up at 4.15 am because well I took 1 hour plus minus to get ready. We need to go out early and be ready at faculty before 5.30 am. First impression when I reach here is besaqnyaa cantiknyaa hospital! Hospital baru kan mestilah lawa dan canggih. After briefing session, we meet with our preceptor Miss Lai whose in charge with Male Medical Ward 7C. First day, we go and clerk 2 cases. Our first case is really a long case, jenuh gak aaa nak habiskan progression notes and medication chart. But then, it’s easier because we can access the HIS and everything is recorded there. Our second case is just a simpler one, very simple because he just admitted to the ward.

23/05

Me, Aten and Ama join the morning ward round with specialist, MO and HO. Miss Lai as the clinical pharmacist is there too. I am so amazed how pharmacist did the intervention during the ward round. Also on how the specialist including MO discuss the recommendation by pharmacist. Like they really work together as one healthcare team.I mean like (from the stories I heard), usually physicians are not really ‘accepting’ the recommendation from pharmacist. And even sometimes they might end up quarrelling over the best therapeutic plan for the patient. To look it from a bright side, actually whether you are a pharmacist or a physician, we want the best therapeutic plan for the patient. So yeah, this is a common thing happened in practice. After lunch, we just completed the case that we clerked and try to understand fully the case.

24/05

It’s the presentation day! Last night, Oya and me, we were both so exhausted that we didn’t manage to complete our slide. So, this morning we are so busy completing and discussing on our case. Presentation to Miss Lai goes well. We discuss on the PCI a lot! Miss Lai is totally such a woman crush. She is a clinical pharmacist, have lots of knowledge, beautiful, kind, talk softly and so many more! Wish that I can be like her one day. We finished our presentation just about lunch hour. And yeay we are free after that teehee!

25/05

Last day for this week at medical ward. Since we have done our presentation, literally we did nothing today except for killing time. We discussed on the case and how to do the report etc. Then, we can have our own time. Pastu, the best part is balik awal today yay! Oh yaa, this is our last day before Ramadhan starts. We will go home at 3pm during Ramadhan. It is because our Dean is so concerned on us that we need to wake up early in the morning and only to reach Palam almost Maghrib. So she give us the approval to go back early yay! 

Counting days?

With the name of Allah the Most Gracious and Most Merciful

So its already May. I have been wanting to do blogging (so badly) but I always ended up doing other things. Always and always good at procrastination.

Can’t believe the fact that I’m leaving this place in another approximately 2 months time. A place with thousand of memories. A place that thought me to be better and wiser, in all aspects. A place where I learned to survive living alone and start everything from scratch. Yes from scratch. And I never regret of that.

6 years ago (back in 2012), this is the place where I started my first tertiary education. And it was my first time being apart from my family. I had never thought that I am coming again to this place for my undergraduate studies. But, He is the best Planner and He knows what is the best for each of us. And yet, I really love my undergraduate years here. UITM Di Hatiku!

Okay sekejap nak fikir apa tujuan buat post ni haha hmm I actually wanted to rant over something but come to think about it again, I don’t think that is feasible because yeah I know lots of people (whom I knew) actually read my blog. So no, I just want all the positive vibes in my blog. Although my desire for blogging will be at its peak whenever I am at my lowest point.

A year passed by so quickly, like really quick. I still remember my first hospital attachment last year in Hospital Putrajaya (oh I love everything about HPJ!). And now, its my junior’s turn. And we are now the senior who will be having the 4-weeks-of-clinical-attachment and also the longest hospital attachment among these 3 semesters. I actually really looking forward for this attachment (no not a nerdy geek) but I don’t know I just get excited. Mungkin juga because its the longest hospital attachment sebab I suka duduk hospital. But surely its also nerve-wrecking because I don’t know whether I am ready physically, mentally or whether I am ready with all the clinical knowledge. But I'm excited to clerk case and acting like a real pharmacist (hmm too much maybe?) I'll talk about my hospital attachment in next post, maybe? (kalau rajin!)

For sure ilmu di dada belum cukup but to think on the other side, I like the practical session more and I believe we can learn more in that way. But of course with a theoretical session beforehand. So I need to constantly remind myself to REVISE and REVISE and PREPARED MYSELF before the practical session. We have like another 11 more days to go. Haa ambik kau sempat ke nak cover semua ilmu klinikal dalam 11 HARI! Mohon doakan yuk kawan kawan :’)

Semoga Allah melapangkan dada dalam menuntut ilmu dan semoga ilmu yang belajar dapat dimanfaatkan untuk kesejahteraan umat. Amiinnn.

So lets start having a productive days ahead, pretty please. Man jadda wajada! 

p/s : its so hard to give this post a title because I dont have any theme pun 

2016 - I'm Ready to Let You Go

I'm ready. 

I'm ready to let you go. I'm ready to bid a goodbye to my favorite parts of you, the special memories, the moments I wish I could rewind. I'm ready to let them go, I'm ready to loosen my grip and welcome new ones. I'm ready to let the moments I loved slip through my fingers and go make new ones. 

I learned.

I learned the lessons you were trying to teach me. I learned from the pain, from the heartbreak, from the betrayal, from the tears, from the mistakes and from my own shortcomings. I learned the hard ones; you were hard on me sometimes but I’m thankful for the lessons because I hope I’m a little bit wiser, a little bit stronger and a lot more resilient because of them.

I forgive you.

I forgive you for putting me through hard times, I forgive you for not making the good times last longer, I forgive you for being stubborn, for not turning things exactly the way I want them to and I mostly forgive you for all the lonely nights. In a way, they made me fearless, in a way, they taught me how to enjoy my own company and in a way, they made me unafraid of loneliness.

I love you.

I love you for all the blessings you gave me, for the times I spent smiling, for the all the times I laughed with my friends and the times I stayed up talking to someone I love. I love you for the moments when you made me feel invincible and for the moments you made me feel alive and for the ones that will live me with me forever. I love you for being so memorable, so unforgettable and so breathtaking.

I’ll miss you.

It’s strange, because you weren’t perfect but you still had a special place in my heart. Something about you was pivotal, something about you was comforting, something about you felt safe, like coming home after a long time, like I’m finally on the right track, in the right direction. Unlike all other years, you left an impact, you felt right.

2017 — I’m ready.

I don’t know what to expect, I don’t know what you hold for me, I don’t know if you’ll be better or worse, but I know I’m ready for you. I know that I can handle the bad moments and embrace the great moments. I know that I’m open to learning and appreciating why things won’t turn out the way I wish they could. I’m ready because I’m letting go of the past and willing to start over with you. I’m ready to buy a new book with empty pages so we can write the story together. I’m ready for you to give me a wonderful story to write.

Take my hand and take your pen and let’s work together as a team, for the first time, I’m on your side and I’m willing to work with you.

2017, I haven’t met you yet but I’m already in love with you.

Struggles of Third Year BPharm

Assalamualaikum and helloooooo final year! :)

I have been waiting for this day to come where I actually passed my so-terribly-tiring-and-exhausting-third-year of BPharm! Alhamdulillah feeling macam dah habis degree hahaha my third year sangatlah menyeksakan and please I dont wanna repeat it again. Result pun walaupun tidaklah seindah mana namun lulus semua subjek. So which of the favors of your Lord would you deny? :') Although I know I did not focus on my final exam so much huhu


So yeah sudah lah berhuhu and lets have a recap on what I have been doing in my third year. Kena lah ingat penat lelah dan perit jerih kehidupan kan so that we will always appreciate what we have today.


Paling takkan dilupakan, the struggle of FINAL YEAR PROJECT. Nama je lah final year tapi kalau bpharm uitm ni kena buat time third year. I dont know why they want to compress everything during this third year dengan subjek subjek yang mencabar ni alahai. So my FYP is not on lab work but on clinical basis. My research is a qualitative one using questionnaire and I need to find respondents about 300 ++. But the best part is that I learn a lot through out the process. Since my SV jenis yang suruh cari information sendiri, I think that is where I learnt the best. I can understand now how to do a research and how to write dissertation as well. Together with how to produce a good poster presentation juga. Thank you madam Ez you are the best sv ever! Although FYP is like a nightmare but I enjoy doing it because it is something that I always look for since my first year. Alhamdulillah managed to get an A+ for research I and research II. Its something that I can always be proud of :')


MyPSA Public Health Officer equals ME. I love to do something that can challenge my capabilities so that is one of the reason I took this position although we are already warned of how hectic third year will be. Well, at first I thought that I can go through this although it surely will not be easy but I thought that I can survive. I have high self confidence sometimes :p But.....there were times that I cant managed even myself. And it is not once or twice but I remember it was like more than few times that I feel like wanna run away from all these things. I cant even handle stress anymore like I used to. Its when everything come at once and all I wanna do is to walk away. But Alhamdulillah again I dont know where the strength comes from but I actually survived this one year! Double triple yeay! I enjoyed working with all the people I met and surely I can build up a good rapport with so many important people. Here comes the advantages of being MyPSA Excos ;)

Love Hate Relationship? No its not a love hate relationship actually but third year (semester 6 to be precise) really plays around with my emotions. I struggle with my studies, my works as well as my heart. I watched people come and go and how people can be so mean at times. I am so grateful to be surrounded with beautiful souls around me whom I know will always be there for me. How you deal with memories and how you deal with people who self proclaimed to be 'treating you nicely' where actually they dont. Well, I live with quote that 'everyone do not have the same way of thinking as you'. So that is actually keeping me to be tolerate with everything. Now, I really wanted to focus on my studies and improving myself . Until that 'sparks' to be live again, I would rather have a relationship with my own self. Preparing for a better future for myself and my family. And reserving myself until the right time comes.


Till we meet in the next entry, xoxo!

To the end of 2015

Nothing holds you back more than your own insecurities. 

Dear readers, 

Assalamualaikum. It has totally been such a long time. I thought I have already give up with blogging haha. Seriously I dont have time to blog anymore nowadays. Okay tipu I didnt make time for blogging actually. You can always find time for your beloved one/things k. Okay baikkk

Soooo I just wanna summarize what actually happened through this amazing one whole year of 2015. Because I might be forgetting some of the memories later yeah cause I do have Alzheimer -_- 

Starting the year with final exam (yeah like other degree students would do), January is the month for final examination. Result semester 3 came out Alhamdulillah walaupun bukan dean list but its enough to counter-back my result yang merudum from second semester. So far semester 3 is the best result that I ever had in degree life hahaha sadiss je degree life ni tau. But to take it from positive side, Im starting to love my course and I can make sense of what I am learning now. I can relate with everything that I learned since first semester up until now, the 5th semester which is currently I AM A THIRD YEAR STUDENT. Hahahaha cant believe myself that I actually survive this coursee!! Bravo dearself :') 

Oh yaa Final Year Project.

Selalunya FYP orang buat time final year but that does not apply in BPharm UITM. So yeah the struggle is real and challenging. Kena cari dan baca dan hadam beribu journal dah satu hal, nak taip thesis satu hal, nak prepare for questionnaire pun lagi satu hal. Tu kalau buat clinical la, kalau yang masuk lab nak kena masuk lab so sama je azab dia yang mana mana pun hahaha. But at the end of the semester, bila research proposal dah settle, the feeling is overjoyed. Tapi betul lah hanya orang yang dah pernah rasa azab FYP ni je yang akan paham. Yang belum buat FYP lagi tunggu lah nasib anda hahahaha. Tapi kan to take it from the positive side, seriously it thought me a lot. Bukan dari segi writing je, dari segi tambah ilmu pengetahuan menggunakan word, powerpoint, dan kena banyakkan lah bersabar bila nak buat format thesis. Leceh x 1000000 haa amekau 

So whats next? Professional development. 

Memang takkan lupa la this 2015 in self development. My personal and professional development increase 200%. Ever since in SOPHYS as head of bureau of entrepreneurship dah belajar macam macam. Leadership and communication. Then started networking slowly with the lecturers and staffs.  And orang CCM. Benda yang kau takkan dapat dalam kelas, you must gained it through experiences. Up to a higher level with my participation in National Gathering of Pharmacy Students by MyPSA. Made lots and lotsa new friends there. One thing in NoGAPS, kena jadi bidan terjun for poster presentation from UiTM. Perasaan dia jangan tanya lah macam jadi wakil seluruh UiTM compete with other universities. One crazy thing but the feeling when actually you won that Alhamdulillah. I guessed from there was my turning point. I should be proud with myself and it was there where I started to have more and more faith in myself. Dengan tidak sengaja (cliche sangat) I am challenging and nominating myself for a position in Malaysian Pharmacy Students Association (MyPSA). I dont know what is gonna happened bcs it is such a big association but I just try my luck there. Lagipun it was a good experience and exposure. So yeah, here I am now, Public Health Officer of MyPSA. 

In MyPSA i really really learned a lot. Yet until now, I am still learning. More and more networking thats for sure but this time with all important ppl in Malaysia (yeah sounds scary), professionalism at its best especially in meetings and communication. Guessed that I am holding the right position bcs I really enjoyed what I am doing. More to go in 2016!! One thing a lot of sacrifices that I have to make; time and studies of course. 

Been representing faculty in Puncak Sports Challenge and dapat top 10 individual for women. Hahahaha biggest achievement in my bowling tournament. Im an amateur bowler k :p Badminton is my passion although im not so good but who cares bcs I enjoyed playing badminton! Practice will make perfect kan. Gonna represent UiTM again for National Pharmacy Sports Carnival in January 2016. We'll see how it gonna go aha

Heartbreaks? I already immune to that I guessed. I am not rushing into relationship so easily although ada yang nak berkenalan leuls *insert emoji monkey tutup mata*. Great things come to those who wait. I need someone that can stay with me through my bad and good times, who can totally understand how my life is and appreciate me the way I am. So i am loving myself and my life now. 

2015 has been a great year to me in all means. Thank you for everyone that contribute to that! All the best for the final exam RX mates! xoxo

Melaka : A memoir of NS13

Assalamualaikum

Sebenarnya post ni atas permintaan Norasuhada binti Saat maka seorang anis afiqah rajinkan lah dirinya untuk menulis satu post khas untuk beliau :p

Inilah budget trip kami serumah ke Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah under 150 MYR sahaja per head. 2 hari 1 malam :)

Yes, seorang bayar 150 hinggit je. And dalam bajet tersebut dah include semua benda seperti di bawah :

1) Minyak kereta dan tol dari Puncak Alam ke Melaka untuk 2 biji kereta (Myvi dan Preve) dan jalan jalan Melaka sepanjang tempoh 2 hari percutian

2) Tidur di M Hotel satu malam. Kitorang ambik 2 family rooms. Each room ada 2 katil queen which is satu bilik memang cukup untuk 4 orang. 

3) Seafood dinner at Medan Ikan Bakar Muara Sg Duyung

4) The famous Klebang coconut shake 

5) Entry for A Famosa Water Park and Old West 

Banyak ke banyak? haha well I think its worth it enough. Jadi disebabkan percutian ni untuk meraikan kemerdekaan dak dak naluri sukma 13 yang sudah habis paper, maka kami bertolak sejurus je habis last paper on that sunday. Habis paper 1230 tengah hari keluar dewan, balik rumah kemas barang (i have finished packing my stuff the night before lol) had our lunch then lepas zohor terus pecut ke Melaka.

Paper dah habis yeay!

FIRST DAY

Kitorang sampai around 3 something macam tu then berbekalkan encik waze sebagai tour guide, carilah lokasi M hotel tu. Nasib baiklah tak susah sangat senang je nak cari haa. Check in bilik memasing and solat asar. Actually M hotel ni cantik jugak tau. Selesa and affordable. Kitorang sebenarnya nak cari yang biasa biasa je sebab bukan nak lepak bilik sangat pun kan tapi dah dapat macam ni syukur dah hehe. Booking through Agoda, total untuk bilik MYR 297.14

So next masa untuk ke Klebang! Okay keluar hotel terus g cari coconut shake Klebang yang hangat diperkatakan orang sana sini tu haa lepastu lepak dekat Pantai Klebang. Haaa situ best! I just love the pantai there so much! Ehe

8 of us :)

Best sebenarnyaa datang sini sambil tengok sunset sambil layan perasaan hahaha tak la. Best bila datang dengan kengkawan :) Sebenarnya kat sini kitorang memang dah plan untuk buat early birthday celebration untuk sha, one of our housemates. Best kan sambut kat tepi pantai heee. Dah beli kek secara senyap senyap then kitorang komplot dengan seorang budak kecik untuk bawakkan kek untuk sha with wishes "happy birthday kakak" ngeee :D

Memang nyanyi lagu happy birthday kuat kuat lepastu orang semua pandang hahaha like we care. Lepas puas main pantai tangkap gambar beribu keping beransurlah keluar dari pantai klebang.

To the next destination! Makannnnn! So waze lah lagi sekali ke sungai duyung untuk dinner best kitorang on that night. Satu set ada 2 ekor ikan bakar, butter prawn, sotong goreng tepung, lala, telur dadar. Kitorang ambik 2 set supaya kenyang sikit hahah. Sedapnyaaa puasnyaa dapat makan fresh seafood! Gigih la jugak nak habiskan semua makanan tu. Total untuk makan ni around 280++ camtu tapi dapat lah diskaun jd 250 je kot sbb sha ada kenal sikit sikit dengan tuan kedai yeay! #tipsperjalanan

before and after agagaga

Dah makan habis tak pulang ke hotel lagi sabar japppp hehe jalan la lagi kan :p next destination is Jonker Walk. Haa sini punya perbelanjaan atas tanggungan sendiri la. Dipersilakan lah nak beli apa yang mahu. Well, seorang anis afiqah memang dah target nak makan ice cream pasu yang sedang menjadi fenomena sekarang ni. Finally dapat pun!

Jonker Walk ni macam ala ala Petaling Street gituuu. Lepas dapat makan aiskrim pasu terjumpa baymax comel! Hahaha sepuluh ringgit jee so beli lah kitorang berjemaah 8 ekor baymax (ekor ke?) Boleh tahan panjang jugak jonker walk ni tapi basically jual benda yang lebih kurang sama je. Kitorang jalan sampai hujung lepastu sampai lah ke kawasan mana ntah macam menarik je untuk bergambar.

Dah habis jenjalan menikmati angin malam maka pulanglah budak berlapan ke hotel. Oh finally masa untuk tidur! Penat berjalan sepanjang hari kan. Sampai hotel 1130 malam macam gitu, pukul 12 lebih semua dah collapse haha


SECOND DAY


Pagi tu lepas checkout terus perjalanan menghala ke A Famosa Resort kat Alor Gajah. AG ni sebelah utara sikit so dah jimat la sikit sebab nanti nak balik palam tak payah patah balik lagi dah. Sebab tu first day kitorang pusing pusing pusat bandar dulu #tipsperjalanan

Before masuk resort kitorang cari kedai kampung area kawasan situ untuk brunch. Rugila kalau datang melaka tapi missed asam pedas kan! ehe so dah tercapai hasrat lets go main air!

Oh lupa nak cakap kebetulan time ni tengah ada promosi kat groupon untuk a famosa resort ni. So kitorang pilih untuk masuk waterpark + old west. Murah je sorang MYR 60 untuk admission both place. So total untuk masuk is only 480. Dah boleh enjoy satu hari dalam a famosa resort ni haaa.

Main air sampai puas sampai ada orang tu loya nak muntah lemas semua ada lah hahaha (thats me lol) Lepas asar keluar kejap sebab semua lapar nak makan cendol pulut plus nak lapik perut untuk dinner. Then masuk balik untuk pergi old west.

acah cowboy la kejap 

Cuma kat sini satu je lah yang tak bestnyaa is semua benda dalam ni kalau nak join berbayar huwaaa. Tangkap gambar je yang free. Kalau nak main game dia kena beli token, nak naik gajah ke pony ke kena bayar, nak masuk 4D theather pun kena bayar. Haish tapi bayar lah jugak sebab teringin nak naik gajah tsk tsk

this gajah is really big takut tau nak naik!

Tapi ada lagi satu yang free tengok red indian show and musical show. Haa tu best lah jugak red indian show tuuu. Syaf kena panggil jadi bahan ujikaji hahah

Habis je musical show tu semua dah ngantuks and penat, so mohle kita bergerak pulang ke puncak alam. Kitorang dinner on the way back to palam. Memula plan nak berhenti kat rnr somban tapi dah terlepas nak buek cano dah. Berhenti je la memana yang ada makanan hahah.

Sampai puncak alam dah pukul 1 pagi memasing penat keletihan tidur je terusss. And thats the end of our #ns13merantau

Tips : untuk senangkan kerja, duit sorang 150 tu kitorang bank in kat acc sha a few days before. So dia yang handle duit tu semua. and segala booking and payment semua dia yang settlekan. kitorang tinggal nak enjoy je ehe.

Tips lagi : rajin rajin bukak groupon and tengok discount apa yang diorang offer. dari situ boleh jimat makan, penginapan and entrance fee. taktau groupon tu apa sila google :p


Well, thats it for now. Till we meet again!

Summary of my 2014

Hi assalamualaikum 

Jadi seorang pelajar farmasi ni sibuk sangat sampai terlupa kewujudan blog ahaks tapi seriously sibuknya alahai mengalahkan pak menteri tolonglah adik adik jangan sambung farmasi huahua

So basically aku terasa ringan tulang untuk summarize what happen in my 2014 :)

1) Still in pharmacy school but now in the second year yeay heyyy! 

Konon rasa macam gengster lah sikit sebab dah ada junior hahaha but still im enjoying my life walaupun hectic and packed schedule especially in this third sem tapi still kitorang sempat go for #groupBrunaway main paintball haish best ya rabbi tak tipu walaupun badan lebam sana sini hahaha

2) I went to Singapore (my first oversea country except thailand tak aci kira sbb dekat sangat dengan rumah)

Yang paling best travel dengan kakak and herbalife friends without ibu ayah. More to backpacking and ermm feel like nak travel tetiap tahun. Best sangat tak tau nak describe macam mana. I think everyone should go too!

3) RX Sports Carnival 

Jadi one of the timbalan pengarah for RX Sports Carnival (sukan untuk fakulti farmasi uitm) Handled game sukaneka hihi comelnya

4) Joined Kembara Warisan dan Fiesta Nostalgia 

Setiap tahun wajib okay masuk fiesta nostalgia ni untuk menggilap bakat bersajak gua hihi this year saja gabungkan dengan dikir barat sebab nak libatkan ramai orang sikit and yeah our collaboration menjadi! Dapat second place ;)

5) Pharmacy Enterpreneurship Village and Animal Awareness Day

Pharmacy Entrepreneurship Village or nama singkatannya PHARMVILLE (haruslah letak capslock sebab aku punya idea pharmville tu okay haha) Alkisahnya digabungkan sekali dengan animal awareness so banyaklah haiwan haiwan yang turut datang memeriahkan majlis.

Ini event terbesar biro keusahawanan buat and I was selected as the secretary of the programme. Yes secretary adalah pekerjaan yang paling I dislike forever. Ya rabbi banyak betul surat kena buat selain surat pun kena buat jugak -_- nasib baiklah ada sofiah junaidi as my secretary 2 wee lapchu

Tapi Alhamdulillah lega sangat tengok event berjalan lancar sambutan alhamdulillah kira okay jugak bila ada orang luar yang datang :) Imma happy secretary weee

6) Nominated for Vice President SOPHYS 2014/2015

Ini adalah perkara yang paling diluar jangka and will never ever forget. Kena calon dah satu hal lepas tu this year punya pemilihan lain sikit nak dibuat mengikut ala ala pilihan raya so here we go my poster. Hmm comelnya seorang manusia bernama anis afiqah hahahahaha (tampar pipi) Thankyou nadia jamila imran tolong buatkan poster sampai jadi cantik cam gini muahhhs



7) Let the picture speaks

okbai tengah study week tapi rajin update blog pulak -.-

Communicating

Assalamualikum dearies :)

I always think that everyone needs a good communication skills. Come to think it back, dont we? Especially when we, as a leader we really need it most. Hm this post may sounds like Im doing an essay but actually not haha. I love to observe people arounds me. Heee

Some of us (bukan semua) throughout their communication with others may sounds like arrogant, boosting themselves, pointing their fingers to others, bossy etc. Dan tak kurang jugak yang macam tanak layan orang, suka menyendiri, buat muka bila cakap dengan orang and blablabla. Well, maybe some people say that "dah perangai kita lain-lain biarlah, dia ada cara dia, aku ada cara aku" And I will take that as yes, thats true!

But....dont you think that if you are communicating with others, it means that there is some sort of perhubungan with 2 parties. Maksudnya its not just about you, it is between you and her/him. So segala jenis perangai kita yang pepelik tadi tu we cant simply main redah guna je. Sebab WARNING! it may cause harm to the other one. Just like how we dont like when people scold us, talking like rubbish to us and blablabla so do others right? Simple je, what you give you get back. Kalau awak cakap bagi orang sakit hati, rasa menyampah cakap dengan awak no doubt that you will experienced it later.

And also we need to know on how to tolerate with others. Especially if you are a leader. A leader is not about commanding others but its about how much you gain respects from your people. Kan best kalau jadi leader yang disenangi semua orang :) So firstly communication skills tu kena betul. Doesnt mean if people ask you rudely, you have to answer rudely. Thats not how a genius leader answers. Use some creativity in answering, that may helps too ;)

Kalau kita cakap elok elok dengan orang, muka happy je suara ceria kan best. Okay la some people muka memang macam agak sombong so macam mana? And takkan la dengan orang yang baru kenal pun nak kena buat suara ceria macam dah kenal 10 tahun kan? Okay we got some exception here haha nak cakap dengan tiada riak di wajah pun boleh la but yang penting your words. Lidah lebih tajam dari mata pedang kan? so words can describe everything. Beware of what comes out from your mouth because that actually reflects you.

Sekian dari saya yang masih membetulkan my communication skills. This is just my opinion and not a fact so dont use it in your essay :p



p/s: sesejak masuk degree ni buat entry pun pasal serious matter je kan hahaha okay lepas ni kita back to childhood sikit eh ahaks

D-E-G-R-E-E

Degree life somehow can turn you crazy and miserable. Thought that I was strong enough to tackle this thing out. But then being a normal human being there are times when we feel so down. Yet it is so difficult for me now. Everything seems so hard to catch. Everything seems to be unorganized. And the worst part is time waits for no man. The clock is ticking and I cant barely know what I have already done for the past 3 weeks. Yeah a month almost to pass by...

I always think that I am capable of overcoming this sort of problem. Well I dont even thought that it can turn out to be like this. Never thought of it! I have confident in myself before. But dont know where it is wrong after few sessions of OC it changed me lots. Come to worst, will be having our first test before eid adha and that really drives me crazy!

Who says degree is an easy thing? Meh nak ketuk kepala! Its totally different with foundation and matric life and even school life. Although Ive been go through foundation which is lots people say that as a pre-degree life, still I dont think it was. You know, when you feel so down and cant even digest anything the best cure is back to Him. Allah As-Sami' - The All Hearing.

Its time to regain back my confident. Its time to shine back. Its time to stand up and fight! Dean list for ibu and ayah - thats my wish. Dear friends who are reading this, please do pray for me. And dont worry I always pray for my friends' success together ;)

Sayonara.

R3801 (in memory)

A place with thousand memories
UITM PUNCAK ALAM 

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Why they have to be so much things that we do together girls? :'( 

There are times when things cannot be expressed into words 
And those are the things that happened to me in palam 

Miracles..happiness..

Tengok movie kat bilik D sampai pukul 4 pagi on weekend lepastu memasing dah malas nak balik bilik terus tido situ je...one day tu bila zura tweet something yang sedih terus semua orang kumpul bilik C to cheer her up...prank kan dolly dalam bilik air waktu birthday dia haha kesian dolly...waktu bulan puasa everyday mesti iftar sesama kat ruang tamu..birthday surprise untuk zura yang sangat best..

Dapat sambung degree balik kat palam is such a blessing for me. Ikr ramai yang complaint rindu palam, palam the best and so on. But then disebabkan itu jugalah every place I go remind me to all of you T.T walaupun pergi angsana je but kita kan pernah makan roti canai kat situ! T_T lagikkkk

Meroyan teruk malam ni teringat korang semua. Ya Allah sumpah rindu sesangat...jangan marah aku sebab rindu korang teruk punya ini malam haha dh rindu mana boleh tahan tahan lagi tampar mau? hahaha

Semoga Allah merahmati dan merindui kalian semua. Doaku bersama kalian! Sekali lagi goodluck in everything that you do. Semoga ukhuwah ini kekal selamanya <3 br="">

PH240 - SARJANA MUDA FARMASI (KEPUJIAN)

Assalamualaikum...lama sangat tinggal blog sampai dah tak reti nak taip macam mana haha. Everytime cakap nak update blog je mesti tak kesampaian haha okay update as fast as possible.

Macam yang tertera di atas dengan sukacitanya saya memaklumkan yang saya bakal jadi warga puncak alam sekali lagi hihihi yeay alhamdulillah Allah tunaikan impian untuk sambung bidang farmasi :) Terima kasih kepada semua yang mendoakan agar saya dapat course ini yeee terima kasih banyak banyak jasamu dikenang :D Dulu setiap kali orang tanya "apply mana upu?" everytime I will answer "pharmacy..tolong doakan saya dpt ye" and I believe ini juga sedikit sebanyak berkat doa dari semua :')

Actually to be truth my result wasn't that good. I spoiled my Biology paper betul tak tipu. Dan disebabkan itulah I cant apply pharmacy in UM,UKM and USM. Ye adik adik sekalian kalau nak apply pharmacy di UM make sure 4 flat setiap sem tauuuu. Walaupun physic tak penting physic pun kena A jugak ye. Sebab biasalah zaman sekarang orang bijok bijok belako. USM pulak sila lah jaga MUET anda bagi dapat band 4 ke atas sekian. Kakak ni muet dia teruk sikit itu pasal tak lepas syarat. Oh ya nasib baik lah ada UiTM di Hatiku ni syarat farmasi tak ketat sangat Alhamdulillah lepas syarat nak apply pun. Tapi itu je lah satu satunya harapan untuk sambung farmasi and thats why I was very scared about the result huhu

And disebabkan result Bio teruk banyak kos kos penting dalam Health Science tak lepas nak mintak. My second choice is dietetik tapi tak lepas syarat T_______T Sebab itulah kena pilih UMS untuk second choice. Dan sebenarnya memang pasrah sangat sangat dah kalau dicampak ke Sabah sekalipun. Tapi pilihan ketiga tu memang tak tahan hermm doktor gigi kot hihi actually tak sangka pun farmasi dgn pergigian syarat diorang sama je. Sebab tak pernah terlintas dalam fikiran untuk sambung dentistry haha tapi bila cakap kat ibu, ibu suruh apply je dent. Lama jugak berperang nak apply ke tanak kang kalau dapat acano hmm lastly letak je laa. Sebab selama ni ibu ayah tak pernah halang apa pun kos yang aku nak sambung. So apa salahnya kalau sekali aje fulfill kan hasrat ibu kan. Itu pun memula apply I put dentistry as my 4th choice hahaha eceh naik satu tangga je pun kikiki

Best jugak tengok kawan kawan yang lain google pasal degree dan tempat kediaman diorang nanti tapi kita dah tahu dah tempat tinggal mcm mana hehe siap ada tangga kejayaan lagik :p Okay sedih jugak dok google pasal degree in pharmacy kat palam tapi tak jumpa pun blog yang berkenaan sobs sobs kalau jumpa tolong bagitahu ye^^

Dulu waktu zaman sekolah menengah tak pernah sangka akan pursue pharmacy waktu degree. Time tu dalam otak hanya lah nak jadi doktor tak pun jadi pensyarah. And to be exact chemistry waktu form 5 memang agak susah nak score pun. But thats it we never know what will be in future aite? Ditakdirkan kat palam bercambahnya (pehh kosakata) minat dalam chemistry nak buek cano kan. Dan waktu tu minat untuk end up as a doctor pun makin kurang. Ingat senang ke nak habiskan 5 tahun study dah tu nanti kerja komitmen kena tinggi. Pagi pagi keluar matahari tak naik lagi bila balik rumah matahari dah tenggalam T.T kesian suami dan anak anak hahaha family first kan. Konklusinya di sini semua benda dah ditetapkan oleh Allah perfectly! Maybe if we are not getting what we want now, Allah has planned something much bigger for us in future :) so keep calm and lets make doa ye. Peace!

Asasi sains UiTM puncak alam

Assalamualaikum..

Lama sangat tak update blog. Last adalah LIMA bulan yang lalu. okay nampak lah kebusy-an di situ. Konon konon busy. So lets havva a quick entry. Well before that Alhamdulillah i've officially ended my foundation programme in UiTM Puncak Alam. Everything went smoothly. Result pun dah dapat. Both result for uitm and upu dah tahu. And know still waiting for the upu result. Tengok lah kena campak kat mana nanti.

Okay actually nak share dengan adik adik (ehem sila panggil akak anis ye) pasal course asasi sains uitm and especially pasal puncak alam sendiri. Okay are you ready kids? Lets gooo!

1) Course
Okay first pasal course asasi sains ni sendiri. Well as you all know kat Malaysia ni ada banyak universiti yang menawarkan course asasi sains macam UM, UKM, UNIMAS, UMS, UPM and UIA. Tapi untuk universiti tu tak tahu lah macam mana diorang punya sistem pembelajaran. I can only share about uitm punya asasi. But before that I would like to congrates you all yang dapat sebab qualification for asasi UiTM is among the highest! Congratulations sebab anda berjaya dapat! We rock yeahh! Okay dah. Basically apa yang awak akan belajar lebih kurang basic macam SPM lah. But more details. Subject major is Math, Chemistry, Physics and Biology. And akan ada 2 minor subjects which is BEL (Basic English Language) and CITU (Centre for Islamic Thinking and Understanding) Pengajian selama 2 semester sahaja and one sem lasts about 5 months. But actually macam 4 bulan je sebab bulan ke 5 tu dah start final exam. And do score well for your final. Sebab setiap tahun budak 4 flat tu berlambak lambak -_- Kalau tak mahu merana di masa hadapan dengar la pesan akak ni jangan main banyak sangat. Nak main boleh tapi berpada pada lah. Jangan jadi macam akak okay? Result akan dikira by 50:50 which is 50% from your carry mark and 50% from your final exam. Kalau nak dapat good result make sure your carry mark exceeds 40, inshaAllah cerah masa depan :) Macam mana nak score carry mark? do well in quizzes, lab reports and assignment. Kalau nak tahu lebih lanjut pasal course ni sila klik link ni

2) CGPA UITM AND UPU
Okay pasal cgpa ni susah sikit nak faham so sila dengar elok elok ye. From semua asasi yang disebutkan di atas tadi tu hanya ada dua universiti sahaja yang membenarkan student dia sambung degree ke universiti lain. Means that awak ada chance untuk ke oversea kalau nak. And the two universiti is UiTM and UM. Yeayyy! Actually this is one of the strong reason I chose to go to UiTM. Sebab konon nak sambung degree kat oversea. Okay so untuk other universiti tu you have no choice to go. Awak kena bertahan lah lagi 4 ke 5 tahun di situ untuk sambung degree awak hehehe. But to think it in a good way kan, at least kita dah tahu kat mana nak sambung degree kan. Tempat tu dah ada just have to score well je. Okay back to cgpa, like I said earlier lepas habis asasi kena isi balik upu. So you kena bersaing dengan budak matrikulasi, asasi um and also budak budak stpm for degree. Okay untuk pengiraan cgpa pulak akan ada dua cgpa, First peringkat uitm and secondly for upu. And both (cgpa upu and uitm) will be different unless you dapat 4 flat in each semester. Sebab apa lain? Sebab budak budak matriks belajar 4 subjek je kan? So kita nak selaraskan for pointer upu akan kira untuk 4 subject teras je. So it is now fair and square lah kan? Pointer uitm dikira berdasarkan semua 6 subjek. Dannnn ada lagi berita baiknya. Kalau masuk asasi sains uitm pengiraan cgpa upu akan dibuat berdasarkan 3 subjek yang terbaik daripada semua 4 itu. Haaa cool tak? Best kannnn! Tapi ada syarat which is dalam 3 subjek tu, Mathematics adalah wajib. So lagi dua subjek boleh tengok berdasarkan Chemistry, Physic and Biology. Jadi kalau rasa tak suka Biology (like me) boleh la ignore kan sikit. Focuskan untuk physic and chemistry and math. Bagi dapat A untuk ketiga tiga subject inshaAllah pointer upu awak 4.00! Haaa meletopzzz! Tapi kalau boleh score A jugak untuk bio score lahhhh. Sebab budak pandai kat Malaysia ni sekarang berlambak sangat -____- So dah faham tak? Kalau dah faham nak bagitahu lagi satu berita baikkkk! Haaa uitm kan baikk sebab tu uitm selalu di hatiku ;) Selalu untuk pengiraan cgpa dia akan kira purata gred sem 1 and sem 2 kan. Contoh kalau sem 1 math dapat B+ and sem 2 math dapat A. So bila kita tambah and bahagia dua sepatutnya dapat A- lah kan? Tengah tengah antara dua. TAPI tak untuk uitm. Dia tak kira nilai gred sebaliknya dia akan kira berdasarkan MARKAH kita. Contoh lah kan grading for B+ is between 66-69 untuk A- pulak 70-75 untuk A is between 76-100. Ini just untuk contoh ye sebab tak ingat dah grading dia yang sebenar. So kalau katakan sem 1 dapat B+ dapat about 68. And masuk sem 2 pulun sehabis pulun dapat lah A dapat 88 katakan. So sekarang tambahkan 68 dengan 88 dan bahagi dengan 2. Dapat 78. Based on the grading 78 dah A kan? So see kan dah dapat A! Haaaa best kan uitm ni! Sebab tu jangan risau kalau sem 1 awak tak dapat B+ rasa peluang dah tipis. Yang penting bila masuk sem kedua usaha betul betul mesti boleh dapat A! Tak percaya? Percaya lahhh. Sebab that really happens to me. I got B+ for my math waktu sem 1. Tapi sem 2 jaga carry mark bebetul score kat final Alhamdulillah dapat A. And bila tengok pointer upu dapat A untuk math :)

3) Surrounding
Okay this is what I love about palam! Untuk yang tak tahu palam tu shortform untuk puncak alam k ;) Puncak Alam sangat sangat cantikkkkkk! Kawasan yang sangat luas. Sebab still baru. And jauh dari pencemaran bunyi dan udara. Kadang kadang rasa macam ceruk je bila duduk dalam bilik tapi actually tak jauh pun nak pergi Shah Alam ke Kuala Lumpur ke. Kalau weekend rasa nak turun KL pun no problem! :p Ada blok yang sangat cantikk ala ala kondominium lagi :D Jangan risau ada lif juga kalau malas nak naik tangga hihi

Fakulti yang sangat cantikkk. Bilik kuliah yang selesa tambah wifi lagi :p

Ada classmate yang super cool and sporting haaaa ^_^

Ada kolam ikan yang boleh bagi makan ikan keli yang sangat comel. Boleh round tasik kalau nak jogging petang petang. Kalau nak cycling pun boleh. Basikal disediakan pergi je kat kompleks kemudahan pelajar ^_^ Boleh tengok sunset yang sangat cantik seriously :)

Keadaan bila hujan waktu malam sampai awal pagi. Bangun je tengok kabus tebal je semuaaaaa. Haaa rasa macam kat oversea pulak. Hihihi

Cantik kannnnnn? Lagi satuuuu lupa nak cakap benda yang paling sinonim dengan palam is tangga maut/tangga kejayaan. Stairway to success okayyy ^^

Awal awal memang penat lelah sikit tapi lepas seminggu mesti tak rasa apa dahhh. Dah biasa dah dengan semua ni. Sebab tu budak palam semua cergas cergas ecewahhhh. Kalau nak beli barang boleh pergi Giant Klang atau Tesco Setia Alam naik bas rapid bayar je seringgit. Kalau nak main bowling tengok wayang boleh pergi Setia City Mall okayyy ini sangat best. Sila pergi tapi sediakan duit bebanyak :p Nak pergi Shah Alam pun dekat pergi KL and blabla. Banyak lagi tempat yang menarik tapiii kalau nak letak gambar banyakkkkk sangat haa. Pendek kata palam sangat lah strategik okay. Maka sila lah pilih untuk masuk ke UiTM Puncak Alam. Selamat memilih dan selamat datang! You wont regret to be one of the palamians trust me :)

p/s: kalau ada apa apa nak tanya sila tinggalkan soalan anda di bawah ini ye ;) I will help as much as I can